aku bohong

aku terdiam
aku termenung
aku berdiri sendiri
aku menunggu
aku menanti
aku memilih
aku yakin
aku bisa
aku kuat
tapi aku bohong

mungkin ini aku
kalau bukan aku mungkin seseorang
mungkin juga aku bohong

aku kembali kesini

hay blogger!!!!
sudah lama ga memberi kabar ke dunia maya
apa kabar dunia maya?
detik ini aku lagi ga tau harus berdiri dimana
mau cerita ke dunia maya aja haha

sekarang saya kuliah di sastra belanda loh, haha jadi anak sastra juga
padahal dari kecil mana lah mau kalo disuruh baca, ngapalin vocabulary aja susah
kenapa ya?
entah lah aku juga tidak tahu
mungkin aku merasa terjebak disini
tapi aku bahagia disini
aku senang suasana di sastra ini
aku terlanjur cinta dengan kuliah disini, tetapi aku belum cinta dengan segala bahasa aneh yang mencekik ku ini
tapi tenang saja, aku punya cita-cita aku punya mimpi aku punya keinginan
dari sini akan kuukir namaku sendiri dimanapun diseluruh pelosok dimuka bumi ini
"I will write my name in the world"
"Ik wil mijn naam in de werld shijven"

Bleeding Love

"Bleeding Love"

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love